I'm alive! My apologies for being gone for so long, but so much has happened! This past semester was the most stressful yet; additionally I learned a few things that can hopefully help me plan better for the future... and who knows, maybe my experience is something you can relate to.
Where to begin?
> I quit the hospitality industry for good.
- I realized that if I ever wanted to make "the transition" into a career in my field of study I need to get serious. Making a living (earning income) is important too, but my mentor always told me that people were too busy not making money to go and make money. I figure, I would rather struggle and be broke now in order to free up my spare time to do other career-building things. Luckily I wasn't unemployed too long because an opportunity to be a campus fellow for a non-profit organization came along; it suits me pretty well and it's something I like to do. In addition to that income we took on another roommate (who is pretty awesome, by the way) by sacrificing my office to help lessen my expenses at home.
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And apparently this draft has just been sitting here for, oh you know, 7 months...
Well for the 4794829 time let me get you up-to-speed :
Today is July 25, 2014. Summer classes are officially OVER! I'm headed to Washington D.C. for 6 days next week for an action-packed conference with my student organization (geez I love them). I'm waiting to hear back if I was accepted to attend the State Policy Network's Annual Meeting in Denver, CO this coming September, so keep your fingers crossed! I'm still pretty much unemployed by choice, aaand "bit the bullet" by finally deciding to succumb to student loans. Crap. I'm another statistic now.
But the most amazing news of all?! 4 more semesters (Fall '14, Spring+Summer+Fall '15) and I can finally GRADUAAAAAATE! I really started to question whether this whole "graduation" thing even existed. At this point it seemed to be one of those things that you always hear about and see pictures of yet it is out of reach and, therefore, embossed with mysticism that you end up deciding your time should be better spent studying things more pressing in the present. Or maybe it's just me. Hmm.
Fun fact: I've read a book that wasn't school-related for the first time in over a year (if you're into hard sciences and cool peeps, check out Dancing Naked in a Mind Field by Kary Mullis - he won the Nobel Prize in Chemistry for creating PCR... this dude is a trip, and it's an easy read).
I'm working out my new list of goals because I've been so bogged down with classes since forever that my ultimate goal was to earn good grades. There's just less than 5 weeks left until the Fall semester starts so this downtime is the best time to collect my thoughts and decide where to go from here.
Sad news, though. My father passed away during finals week of the spring semester - April 29, 2014 at about 5:30pm from a GI bleed. It was so awful, probably moreso because I was in a different state and couldn't be there - even if I did rush to get there I wouldn't have made it in time. I got a phone call late one night on the eve of my International Law final that he was unresponsive and headed to the ER. I got through the exam, but later that same day he didn't make it. I still had another final exam before I was free of school burdens. Once that was done I had a hellish trip to get through 3 states away, deal with a terrible human being, get my stepmom in order to head back west with her father, and drive myself 3 states over home a few days later before I could properly begin the grieving process. Losing a parent really sucks, and "sucks" doesn't even come close to the immense sadness, emptiness, and overall grief you experience. It's been just over 3 months now and although my life has seemingly gotten "back to normal" (whatever the hell that means) there are moments when it hits you in the face, screaming, "Dad's dead, did you forget?" It's the worst. I'm so thankful though for the time I did have with him, and an amazingly supportive fiance, soon-to-be in-laws, family and group of friends to help me through it. It's the worst when people bombard you with "I'm sorry for you loss" comments and text messages - I never really knew what to say when someone lost a loved one because I've never really experienced it until now. People reached out asking if there was anything they could do, which I appreciated, but there wasn't a single thing. Although, props to my professor with that last final who offered to let me leave the exam at any time if I needed -voiding my exam in lieu of an "I" grade until I felt up to it-.
Anyway, hopefully that's one lesson/hindsight experience you all can have a heads up on. The only thing that is certain in life is death - yet usually it's the most unexpected thing we'd ever experience.
I'm going to work on that list of goals, and I hope you do the same! Where are we going to go if we don't aim for anything?
Friday, July 25, 2014
Saturday, July 6, 2013
FALL 2013 TEXTBOOKS!
It's that time again... and I got an early start!
Remember Alibris.com? It's my new best friend, seriously. I scored my Organic Chemistry textbook for a sweet deal. Luckily this semester I'm light on textbooks (2 courses I'm re-taking), but HEAVY on clickers and clicker activation codes. I think I will be using three different clickers... lucky me (not).
I'll save you the other not-as-exciting textbook and go straight for the good (nerdy) stuff:
SCIENCE. TEXTBOOKS. Are so not cheap. The Anatomy&Physiology textbook I bought my very first semester of college blew my mind. I never knew $300 books existed. Chemistry books aren't much better; the organic chemistry textbook is listed on my college's bookstore website around $165 used. I found the same textbook (used, but in good condition) online at Alibris for $55.
On a side note, my pup is sleeping next to me and she is totally snoring.. Awwweeeeeeeee =)
But anyway, that orgo textbook is my biggest Savings Score of the semester. The other textbook I needed (also ordered from Alibris.com) I saved like $22 or so compared to the listed Used price at the campus bookstore.
Another side note: Wish me luck at my interview for a campus coordinator position! The campaign is all by, about, and for people of this generation, and not letting it go to waste via the rotting political climate; a cause I can totally get behind.
Other than that there isn't really anything too exciting happening. Although I did receive an email from the local Metro Planning Organization and some reps/advisors/people are really considering implementing a tax to drive on roads. No, really. Like five cents per mile. That you drive. Every day. The article (source) further states that if implemented, the gas tax would be eliminated. IDK, food for thought. Speak up and pass it on.
Remember Alibris.com? It's my new best friend, seriously. I scored my Organic Chemistry textbook for a sweet deal. Luckily this semester I'm light on textbooks (2 courses I'm re-taking), but HEAVY on clickers and clicker activation codes. I think I will be using three different clickers... lucky me (not).
I'll save you the other not-as-exciting textbook and go straight for the good (nerdy) stuff:
SCIENCE. TEXTBOOKS. Are so not cheap. The Anatomy&Physiology textbook I bought my very first semester of college blew my mind. I never knew $300 books existed. Chemistry books aren't much better; the organic chemistry textbook is listed on my college's bookstore website around $165 used. I found the same textbook (used, but in good condition) online at Alibris for $55.
On a side note, my pup is sleeping next to me and she is totally snoring.. Awwweeeeeeeee =)
But anyway, that orgo textbook is my biggest Savings Score of the semester. The other textbook I needed (also ordered from Alibris.com) I saved like $22 or so compared to the listed Used price at the campus bookstore.
Another side note: Wish me luck at my interview for a campus coordinator position! The campaign is all by, about, and for people of this generation, and not letting it go to waste via the rotting political climate; a cause I can totally get behind.
Other than that there isn't really anything too exciting happening. Although I did receive an email from the local Metro Planning Organization and some reps/advisors/people are really considering implementing a tax to drive on roads. No, really. Like five cents per mile. That you drive. Every day. The article (source) further states that if implemented, the gas tax would be eliminated. IDK, food for thought. Speak up and pass it on.
Saturday, May 4, 2013
I'm back!
So keeping in line with the whole theme of this blog (HINDsight)... I apologize that it takes me forever to post here sometimes. But just remember, I have to live through these mistakes before I can blog about it so you do not make the same ones!
The spring semester is finally OVER! I am so incredibly excited, you have no clue. But I am also quite disappointed in myself for the way I prioritized things and justified things to myself throughout these past 16 weeks.
For instance, WORK. I became a bartender about midway through the semester because cash-on-hand is a college kid's best friend. Waiting every week or two for a lump sum paycheck, then subsequently paying all of your bills with it leaves you very little pocket change to survive off of (this is where Ramen noodles usually come into play). So "what'ad'happened'wuz" I was working at the bar from like 8pm til 3:30am.... with a 9:30am class the next day. Then, on the other end of that, my last class would get out at 4:45pm and I would still have to get my you-know-what ready for work. Where does homework and studying come into play during all of this? EXACTLY. Needless to say, the two courses which required the most amount of studying I fell short and will have to retake ($$$$$$$$). So mad at myself for not giving them the time they deserved.
Keep in mind that I do not take out student loans; all I have are federal grants... and at the university level they do not cover the entire cost of my tuition or the cost of textbooks, a parking permit, online homework programs (which are so incredibly frustrating), clickers, clicker software, and the like. So I HAVE to work to make ends meet. Oh did I mention my own household bills like: rent, utilities, food/groceries, and cell phone? Also, start saving for a coffee fund. Yes, JUST coffee. You'll thank me later. Actually, I'm thinking about writing Starbucks and asking if they'd sponsor me since their iced coffee keeps me running most of the time. Eh, it's a thought.
Let's just say I've, as of now, used up all of my "outs" (i.e. grade forgiveness). I have the opportunity to make these up, have the new grade put in and have the old grades dropped from my GPA... but I'm seriously killing my chances at grad school!
Not to mention my mid-life crises through finals week... ugh. I'm stuck between my two majors: do I stick with the biomedical science route, or dive head first into the political science side? The most difficult thing about a double major, or at least those in which they are complete opposite concentrations, is being able to flip back and forth between them seamlessly. For instance, the day Hugo Chavez (Venezuelan President) passed away, I was on my way home from class and ready to study biology like crazy... I come home and turn on the news to catch the weather, and bam. There it was as a headline. I couldn't concentrate on sciences for at least 2 days because I was so deep in thought as to the gravity of that situation. *Now don't go thinking I'm some crazy vigilante; my dad lived in Venezuela per a contract job for about a year, and he had nothing but great things to say about the country and their people. If you are interested further, I HIGHLY recommend watching "South of the Border" on Netflix. You'll see South America and the US's stance on foreign policy in a whole new light.
Anyway, back to college.
We all go through ups and downs throughout this ridiculously expensive journey (if you're parents pay your tuition, grovel at their feet every so often... they've earned it), especially through finals. I'm sure I was not the only person going through some sort of personal crisis during the 2-3 weeks of balls-to-the-wall/24hr library/assignments-due-everyday, and don't think that this kind of stress will not get the better of you!
It will.
Not in some creepy "it's gonna getcha" ax-murderer style. It's all in how you deal with the stress, and how well prepared you MAINTAIN your studies throughout the semester. Keyword: maintain.
Do the work as it comes to lessen the stress towards the end. Don't be like me and make excuses to procrastinate on homework, papers, assignments, etc.
Also, another HUGE HUGE HUGE lesson.... every. point. counts.
Seriously! I was 10 stupid points away from having a good enough grade to advance to Organic Chem. I blame myself for 2 reasons: letting points go, and not buying the second homework program because "orgo doesn't need it, so why pay $120 for a program I'm going to use for one semester?" Um, here's why: because it will help you pass the *#^$ class!!!!!
So now I get the pleasure of re-taking chem over the summer, Monday thru Friday at 8am.
Don't be like me!
The spring semester is finally OVER! I am so incredibly excited, you have no clue. But I am also quite disappointed in myself for the way I prioritized things and justified things to myself throughout these past 16 weeks.
For instance, WORK. I became a bartender about midway through the semester because cash-on-hand is a college kid's best friend. Waiting every week or two for a lump sum paycheck, then subsequently paying all of your bills with it leaves you very little pocket change to survive off of (this is where Ramen noodles usually come into play). So "what'ad'happened'wuz" I was working at the bar from like 8pm til 3:30am.... with a 9:30am class the next day. Then, on the other end of that, my last class would get out at 4:45pm and I would still have to get my you-know-what ready for work. Where does homework and studying come into play during all of this? EXACTLY. Needless to say, the two courses which required the most amount of studying I fell short and will have to retake ($$$$$$$$). So mad at myself for not giving them the time they deserved.
Keep in mind that I do not take out student loans; all I have are federal grants... and at the university level they do not cover the entire cost of my tuition or the cost of textbooks, a parking permit, online homework programs (which are so incredibly frustrating), clickers, clicker software, and the like. So I HAVE to work to make ends meet. Oh did I mention my own household bills like: rent, utilities, food/groceries, and cell phone? Also, start saving for a coffee fund. Yes, JUST coffee. You'll thank me later. Actually, I'm thinking about writing Starbucks and asking if they'd sponsor me since their iced coffee keeps me running most of the time. Eh, it's a thought.
Let's just say I've, as of now, used up all of my "outs" (i.e. grade forgiveness). I have the opportunity to make these up, have the new grade put in and have the old grades dropped from my GPA... but I'm seriously killing my chances at grad school!
Not to mention my mid-life crises through finals week... ugh. I'm stuck between my two majors: do I stick with the biomedical science route, or dive head first into the political science side? The most difficult thing about a double major, or at least those in which they are complete opposite concentrations, is being able to flip back and forth between them seamlessly. For instance, the day Hugo Chavez (Venezuelan President) passed away, I was on my way home from class and ready to study biology like crazy... I come home and turn on the news to catch the weather, and bam. There it was as a headline. I couldn't concentrate on sciences for at least 2 days because I was so deep in thought as to the gravity of that situation. *Now don't go thinking I'm some crazy vigilante; my dad lived in Venezuela per a contract job for about a year, and he had nothing but great things to say about the country and their people. If you are interested further, I HIGHLY recommend watching "South of the Border" on Netflix. You'll see South America and the US's stance on foreign policy in a whole new light.
Anyway, back to college.
We all go through ups and downs throughout this ridiculously expensive journey (if you're parents pay your tuition, grovel at their feet every so often... they've earned it), especially through finals. I'm sure I was not the only person going through some sort of personal crisis during the 2-3 weeks of balls-to-the-wall/24hr library/assignments-due-everyday, and don't think that this kind of stress will not get the better of you!
It will.
Not in some creepy "it's gonna getcha" ax-murderer style. It's all in how you deal with the stress, and how well prepared you MAINTAIN your studies throughout the semester. Keyword: maintain.
Do the work as it comes to lessen the stress towards the end. Don't be like me and make excuses to procrastinate on homework, papers, assignments, etc.
Also, another HUGE HUGE HUGE lesson.... every. point. counts.
Seriously! I was 10 stupid points away from having a good enough grade to advance to Organic Chem. I blame myself for 2 reasons: letting points go, and not buying the second homework program because "orgo doesn't need it, so why pay $120 for a program I'm going to use for one semester?" Um, here's why: because it will help you pass the *#^$ class!!!!!
So now I get the pleasure of re-taking chem over the summer, Monday thru Friday at 8am.
Don't be like me!
Tuesday, April 2, 2013
Cleanup on Aisle 8
What a disheveled mess I was in the last post!
Honestly I'm not much better right now ahaha I pulled an all-nighter; 24+ hrs awake. I have a biology exam tomorrow along with a lab report. I'll get through it. I seriously need to convince Starbuck's to sponsor me for the next three years; if not I think I owe their products an honorable mention when I finally graduate.
Speaking of graduation, fall registration is in two days.
Also, during last week's bio lab, my TA (a grad student conducting research) announced that there is an undergrad spot in her Adviser's research lab, and they'd prefer someone that will be there awhile. So I'm trying to figure out how to write a Curriculum Vitae (when I figure it out the right way I will definitely share the info), and I may just go to the Career Center on campus and see what resources/handouts they have about it... if I stay awake long enough. Lol sorry I can be dramatic.
It's all good though, because I realized that there is nowhere else I would rather be than sitting here, sleep deprived, and with class in less than 3 hours. I love school, I love almost everything about it (except buying $100+ online access codes for a 10% homework grade, bastards)! If I weren't in school I know that I'd be whining about that too, but I am determined to finish.
I've said that I've been hunting and searching for this "genuine college experience" by rushing for Greek life and whatnot when really I am living that experience everyday... I'm just really not taking advantage of it. There are so many resources and people available for YOU on campus! Most of these offices, I'm learning, are usually empty because students don't take advantage of them. Regardless, just by getting involved in things that I'm genuinely interested in has opened up doors to new opportunities. My next hurdle is just believing in myself enough to put the work in instead of waiting til the so-very-last-minute that I end up hating the fact that I have to do anything! And that's not right. I know they don't print your GPA on your degree but having a competitive one (to me, a 3.3 for starters) makes doors literally FLY open.
The main reason why I was so overloaded-out in my last post was because I had so many possibilities and doubts flying through my brain that I didn't know what to do... so much so I couldn't even keep a logical train of thought. Ahaha when I went back and read it the next day I told myself I may as well have been drunk or something! It was terrible.
But anyway...
Yet, another thing I've learned is that high GPAs are everything on paper (especially if you are looking grad school options like me); that stupid number determines at LEAST 40% of every decision that will be made based off of your application, and I understand that GPA is one of the first things they look at, besides race unfortunately. Then comes course-loads, research (if any *and by the way, if you have the opportunity to do undergraduate research, TAKE IT! If you want to apply to medical school in the future that helps you a lot*) extra-curricular activities, and community service. You need to put in the time and work to keep your GPA competitive.... and by you I mean me.
:sighhh:
On that note, I think I'm going to brush my teeth, get dressed, and head to campus.
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I ended up falling asleep for 2-3 hours after walking my dog with the full intention of heading straight to campus after... but I realized as I ventured out into the sunlight that am more physiologically tired than mentally tired, and under those conditions it is not safe to ride to school (motorcyclist over here).
I'm on my way in now, slightly more refreshed. Have a beautiful day, everyone.
Honestly I'm not much better right now ahaha I pulled an all-nighter; 24+ hrs awake. I have a biology exam tomorrow along with a lab report. I'll get through it. I seriously need to convince Starbuck's to sponsor me for the next three years; if not I think I owe their products an honorable mention when I finally graduate.
Speaking of graduation, fall registration is in two days.
Also, during last week's bio lab, my TA (a grad student conducting research) announced that there is an undergrad spot in her Adviser's research lab, and they'd prefer someone that will be there awhile. So I'm trying to figure out how to write a Curriculum Vitae (when I figure it out the right way I will definitely share the info), and I may just go to the Career Center on campus and see what resources/handouts they have about it... if I stay awake long enough. Lol sorry I can be dramatic.
It's all good though, because I realized that there is nowhere else I would rather be than sitting here, sleep deprived, and with class in less than 3 hours. I love school, I love almost everything about it (except buying $100+ online access codes for a 10% homework grade, bastards)! If I weren't in school I know that I'd be whining about that too, but I am determined to finish.
I've said that I've been hunting and searching for this "genuine college experience" by rushing for Greek life and whatnot when really I am living that experience everyday... I'm just really not taking advantage of it. There are so many resources and people available for YOU on campus! Most of these offices, I'm learning, are usually empty because students don't take advantage of them. Regardless, just by getting involved in things that I'm genuinely interested in has opened up doors to new opportunities. My next hurdle is just believing in myself enough to put the work in instead of waiting til the so-very-last-minute that I end up hating the fact that I have to do anything! And that's not right. I know they don't print your GPA on your degree but having a competitive one (to me, a 3.3 for starters) makes doors literally FLY open.
The main reason why I was so overloaded-out in my last post was because I had so many possibilities and doubts flying through my brain that I didn't know what to do... so much so I couldn't even keep a logical train of thought. Ahaha when I went back and read it the next day I told myself I may as well have been drunk or something! It was terrible.
But anyway...
Yet, another thing I've learned is that high GPAs are everything on paper (especially if you are looking grad school options like me); that stupid number determines at LEAST 40% of every decision that will be made based off of your application, and I understand that GPA is one of the first things they look at, besides race unfortunately. Then comes course-loads, research (if any *and by the way, if you have the opportunity to do undergraduate research, TAKE IT! If you want to apply to medical school in the future that helps you a lot*) extra-curricular activities, and community service. You need to put in the time and work to keep your GPA competitive.... and by you I mean me.
:sighhh:
On that note, I think I'm going to brush my teeth, get dressed, and head to campus.
~~
I ended up falling asleep for 2-3 hours after walking my dog with the full intention of heading straight to campus after... but I realized as I ventured out into the sunlight that am more physiologically tired than mentally tired, and under those conditions it is not safe to ride to school (motorcyclist over here).
I'm on my way in now, slightly more refreshed. Have a beautiful day, everyone.
And remember, even if you aren't there yet you are closer than you were yesterday.
Thursday, March 28, 2013
...and how does that make you feel?
Whoa guys. WHOA.
I know that it has been quite awhile since I've posted here, but I guess it's to-be-expected from a double majoring college kid... adult. CRAP! See?! I feel like I'm wasting away. Don't get me wrong, I love college [queue Asher Roth] and I love meeting new people, discussing important topics and concepts in an academic setting... however the stress can really get to you.
For instance, I quit my job last week to become a full-time student until the end of the semester (finals prep + work = overload). It feels so good to be able to concentrate fully on school and my studies, but I still feel like there aren't enough hours in the day to complete everything wholeheartedly. I'm doing the best I can the best ways that I know how. Once I realized maybe a job isn't the only reason why I'm not completely succeeding I started looking at everything else. Is it because I'm a double-major? Is it because I have a hard time focusing? Did I take on too much? Is my commute too long? Should I be living closer to campus? Should I stop my extra-curricular activities? Or at least cut back on officer duties? Should I meditate more?
A million-billion questions and doubts are in my head and I feel paralyzed; deer in headlights syndrome.
This makes me think maybe I'm not cut out to be a physician.
Here's a good way to put it... and I want all to know, everything here is 100% honest. I'm actually in a funk right now with a chemistry exam tomorrow and other stuff to do, but I have been having the most ridiculous time focusing and doing well; those two goals are causal... you need to focus in order to do well. *Biggest downside to being a double-major (especially considering the 180 degree rotation on content) is by the time you get settled in one train-of-thought or concern, whether political or just mentally reaffirming something sciency like Kreb's Cycle in your brain while walking from class to class, you have to immediately push all of that aside, completely, and focus on that other something. I'm not sure about you, but I am not (lucky enough to be) medicated with things like Adderall and Vyvanse or whatever... I barely like to take ibuprofen or aspirin! Maybe I should look into it, or talk to a doctor about it, but I don't want to be reliant on pharmaceuticals... especially amphetamine-based ones!
I am SO incredibly thankful to be where I am right now... and to have these problems. I'm so grateful that these are the worst of life's troubles for me at this moment. There is nothing I'd rather have than a genuine college education, and a fire in my soul to help those in my community, country and world through many means.
All of this makes me think that there are other options, but I know (or think I know) what I want. However, the future is contingent and every second I make choices... I will never know the results of these choices beforehand or as I make them... only after the fact. I just need to center myself and get back in touch with my instincts and figure out what my passions are again.
Meditation, here I come. Namaste.
I know that it has been quite awhile since I've posted here, but I guess it's to-be-expected from a double majoring college kid... adult. CRAP! See?! I feel like I'm wasting away. Don't get me wrong, I love college [queue Asher Roth] and I love meeting new people, discussing important topics and concepts in an academic setting... however the stress can really get to you.
For instance, I quit my job last week to become a full-time student until the end of the semester (finals prep + work = overload). It feels so good to be able to concentrate fully on school and my studies, but I still feel like there aren't enough hours in the day to complete everything wholeheartedly. I'm doing the best I can the best ways that I know how. Once I realized maybe a job isn't the only reason why I'm not completely succeeding I started looking at everything else. Is it because I'm a double-major? Is it because I have a hard time focusing? Did I take on too much? Is my commute too long? Should I be living closer to campus? Should I stop my extra-curricular activities? Or at least cut back on officer duties? Should I meditate more?
A million-billion questions and doubts are in my head and I feel paralyzed; deer in headlights syndrome.
This makes me think maybe I'm not cut out to be a physician.
Here's a good way to put it... and I want all to know, everything here is 100% honest. I'm actually in a funk right now with a chemistry exam tomorrow and other stuff to do, but I have been having the most ridiculous time focusing and doing well; those two goals are causal... you need to focus in order to do well. *Biggest downside to being a double-major (especially considering the 180 degree rotation on content) is by the time you get settled in one train-of-thought or concern, whether political or just mentally reaffirming something sciency like Kreb's Cycle in your brain while walking from class to class, you have to immediately push all of that aside, completely, and focus on that other something. I'm not sure about you, but I am not (lucky enough to be) medicated with things like Adderall and Vyvanse or whatever... I barely like to take ibuprofen or aspirin! Maybe I should look into it, or talk to a doctor about it, but I don't want to be reliant on pharmaceuticals... especially amphetamine-based ones!
I am SO incredibly thankful to be where I am right now... and to have these problems. I'm so grateful that these are the worst of life's troubles for me at this moment. There is nothing I'd rather have than a genuine college education, and a fire in my soul to help those in my community, country and world through many means.
All of this makes me think that there are other options, but I know (or think I know) what I want. However, the future is contingent and every second I make choices... I will never know the results of these choices beforehand or as I make them... only after the fact. I just need to center myself and get back in touch with my instincts and figure out what my passions are again.
Meditation, here I come. Namaste.
Saturday, February 23, 2013
Ugh.
I am so ready to be done with chem lab!!! Which sucks to say because I really enjoy labs. I just really do not enjoy working with two of the three people I'm stuck with. The girl is nice and is always the one to write a procedure but when it comes time to do/measure/experiment it seems like common sense goes out the window. For instance, we had to remake standard solutions for an equilibrium experiment and I told her the grams per acid volume twice. And for some reason she started measuring water with an eyedropper... I'm like, "umm what is that for?" I tried to correct her but she hastily said, "I know what I'm doing," so I'm like "alright then," and proceed to do what I was doing with the other solution. 10 minutes later she looks up and is like, "wait, what am I doing this for?" Lmfao "I tried to tell you.."
Then there's MrMeanMath... ughhh. So he evaluated my initial lab report and beforehand he looks at me and says, "Just so you know I am really critical on evals," but then proceeds to snap a pic of my stoichiometric equation for the whole reaction... then proceeded to nit-pick my english!!! It was seriously just reversing sentences, and crossing stuff out because I called out his data-gathering as a source of error. Granted, he did help with a missing formula and explained his numbers, but I emailed him asking about the data.. to which he never responded. Oh but here's the kicker: our school's email system is essentially gmail with the chat option for contacts. His name was 'online and active' according to the chat prior to me writing this email... yea well because I was still logged in while finishing my report, HE WAS ONLINE FOR 2 HOURS AND DIDN'T RESPOND. So, I let his peer eval have it.
Saturday, February 2, 2013
Quickie
Alright, my chem group is getting much better :) makes me very happy. Our next experiment is going to be ridiculous so we seriously need to know what we're all doing. I'm sure we'll get it done and kickass at it!
On another note, I just took my first biology quiz and A+ on the first go-round. Score!
I've also come to the realization that I waste entirely too much time... so I will be scheduling out my days so I productively use my time. I seriously think that's the military-ness in me (if that makes any sense) because all you have to do is follow a schedule... they give you a schedule of where to be and when, and all you do is just show up ready to work. So ya, I'm going to try this and see how it goes.
Lastly it has come to my attention that the education credits for this year's taxes will be on hold until February 15th... sucks, right? I read that they (the IRS) are "updating their systems to process the 8863" ... I thiiiiiink they're accepting the 8917 or whatever the other form is.. the itemized deduction one. Google it to be sure.
Ooh! Did I mention that I am now an officer with the Chemistry Society? =)
Have a great week everyone! Any bets on the Superbowl? I won't be able to watch it tomorrow.... there is wayyyy too much stuff for me to catch up on to watch two teams I'm not very fond of. Now if the Falcons would have made it, YES I would totally watch. [Gotta represent the ATL!]
On another note, I just took my first biology quiz and A+ on the first go-round. Score!
I've also come to the realization that I waste entirely too much time... so I will be scheduling out my days so I productively use my time. I seriously think that's the military-ness in me (if that makes any sense) because all you have to do is follow a schedule... they give you a schedule of where to be and when, and all you do is just show up ready to work. So ya, I'm going to try this and see how it goes.
Lastly it has come to my attention that the education credits for this year's taxes will be on hold until February 15th... sucks, right? I read that they (the IRS) are "updating their systems to process the 8863" ... I thiiiiiink they're accepting the 8917 or whatever the other form is.. the itemized deduction one. Google it to be sure.
Ooh! Did I mention that I am now an officer with the Chemistry Society? =)
Have a great week everyone! Any bets on the Superbowl? I won't be able to watch it tomorrow.... there is wayyyy too much stuff for me to catch up on to watch two teams I'm not very fond of. Now if the Falcons would have made it, YES I would totally watch. [Gotta represent the ATL!]
Monday, January 21, 2013
Claim Your Credits!
Alright everyone, I am no tax professional by ANY means! My mom has done taxes for businesses for a long time and the best way she described learning how to do them is following the directions. Screw the tax wizard websites and paying other people.... if you can follow directions and have an hour or two to spare, then DIY (it's free!). Usually anything besides a basic 1040(EZ/A) form (amending returns, 1099s, additional credits, etc) will cost you extra when you use a tax preparer. Some preparers charge a percentage of what they get for you returned.
IRS.gov has a lot of resources to help people file their taxes correctly. For every single form they issue there is a corresponding instructions file. There is even a hotline you can call with questions, and a Common Mistakes page that lists things to avoid.
*ALL THE FORMS (current year and previous years) ARE FREE AND FOUND AT THE IRS WEBSITE**
This year, after browsing the IRS website and finding the specific form to claim the education credit, I figured out how to claim it! A good friend of mine also recommended amending last year's taxes so I won't miss out on the lost credit from before.
For example.. take my (as-of-late) tax troubles (because I finished them!!!): last year I used an online tax wizard (one of the mainstream companies that offers free 1040EZ filing) and only received my federal withholding taxes back. I had no idea how to go about trying to claim an education credit... although I knew they existed. Long story short, the free wizard didn't help me claim education credits so I went without.
Anyway, I ended up having to both amend last year's taxes (form 1040X) which required me to complete form 1040A since you cannot claim education credits on a 1040EZ form. The instructions are pretty clear for each form.. they have cute little worksheets and tell you which lines to add, subtract, or numbers to divide by. All you need is a little patience. I'm not going to lie it definitely took me a few hours to finish all three forms. My mom was nice enough to double-check them for me and she cleared up a few terminology questions I had.
The 2 forms (that I found relevant for my purposes) to claim education credits are form 8917 and 8863. I used 8863, however there is more than one type of credit to suit multiple needs.. so read the instructions and find what applies to you!
Happy Tax Season, everyone.
IRS.gov has a lot of resources to help people file their taxes correctly. For every single form they issue there is a corresponding instructions file. There is even a hotline you can call with questions, and a Common Mistakes page that lists things to avoid.
*ALL THE FORMS (current year and previous years) ARE FREE AND FOUND AT THE IRS WEBSITE**
This year, after browsing the IRS website and finding the specific form to claim the education credit, I figured out how to claim it! A good friend of mine also recommended amending last year's taxes so I won't miss out on the lost credit from before.
For example.. take my (as-of-late) tax troubles (because I finished them!!!): last year I used an online tax wizard (one of the mainstream companies that offers free 1040EZ filing) and only received my federal withholding taxes back. I had no idea how to go about trying to claim an education credit... although I knew they existed. Long story short, the free wizard didn't help me claim education credits so I went without.
Anyway, I ended up having to both amend last year's taxes (form 1040X) which required me to complete form 1040A since you cannot claim education credits on a 1040EZ form. The instructions are pretty clear for each form.. they have cute little worksheets and tell you which lines to add, subtract, or numbers to divide by. All you need is a little patience. I'm not going to lie it definitely took me a few hours to finish all three forms. My mom was nice enough to double-check them for me and she cleared up a few terminology questions I had.
The 2 forms (that I found relevant for my purposes) to claim education credits are form 8917 and 8863. I used 8863, however there is more than one type of credit to suit multiple needs.. so read the instructions and find what applies to you!
Happy Tax Season, everyone.
Wednesday, January 16, 2013
Motives.
Alright I just need to vent for a minute...
I had chem II lab today. We were given the task of figuring out how to measure the heat capacity of a styrofoam calorimeter. As we're doing what we're doing someone in the group says something like, "Oh I don't know if they're right.. I don't really care, it's not like I'm ever going to use this." I've heard this a ton! ....in high school.
I proceeded to ask, "Wait, aren't you a chemical engineer major? Don't you think heat exchange will be pretty prevalent in your field?"
"Well yea but in that industry they have all these intricate computers and machine that do it, so this is dumb."
Hey man, to each their own. And who knows if we'll ever need to construct a coffee cup calorimeter! It's (not quite disappointing, but not quite upsetting).... disturbing? No, that's too harsh. But to go through your college courses like that, just LEAVE!
Maybe it is my own intentions and goals that are being biased here... I mean, the whole reason why I want to become a doctor is to be able to help people without being limited to fancy ridiculous computerized machinery. Medicine is an art, Healing is a gift. And if someone becomes immobilized because they can't figure out how to do something without the technology... and don't care to know the fundamentals... then... lol NO! Just go. Please.
The rest of us have important work to do, rather than sit back and wait for a paycheck for watching a computer monitor all day.
Maybe harsh... IDK. I'm not very fond of my lab group.... I miss my old lab group!!!!!
I know I will make the best of any situation and any group.. this is MY grade we're talking about. We'll see how next week goes.
For instance, don't pick acid/base reactions and assume simply HCl and NaOH will have a heat transfer... lol whatever. I wanted to do redox reactions... but what do I know? I'm not in the honors college like all three of them....
I'm sure it's just me, and my perception. Blehh..
I have a much better feeling about my Bio lab partner, she seems sweet :)
Anyway, enough ranting. Principle of the post: actually pretend to give a shit, especially when you have a lab group. If one person doesn't give a damn, then how can I rely on their data? How do I know that they are maintaining accuracy and precision?
I had chem II lab today. We were given the task of figuring out how to measure the heat capacity of a styrofoam calorimeter. As we're doing what we're doing someone in the group says something like, "Oh I don't know if they're right.. I don't really care, it's not like I'm ever going to use this." I've heard this a ton! ....in high school.
I proceeded to ask, "Wait, aren't you a chemical engineer major? Don't you think heat exchange will be pretty prevalent in your field?"
"Well yea but in that industry they have all these intricate computers and machine that do it, so this is dumb."
Hey man, to each their own. And who knows if we'll ever need to construct a coffee cup calorimeter! It's (not quite disappointing, but not quite upsetting).... disturbing? No, that's too harsh. But to go through your college courses like that, just LEAVE!
Maybe it is my own intentions and goals that are being biased here... I mean, the whole reason why I want to become a doctor is to be able to help people without being limited to fancy ridiculous computerized machinery. Medicine is an art, Healing is a gift. And if someone becomes immobilized because they can't figure out how to do something without the technology... and don't care to know the fundamentals... then... lol NO! Just go. Please.
The rest of us have important work to do, rather than sit back and wait for a paycheck for watching a computer monitor all day.
Maybe harsh... IDK. I'm not very fond of my lab group.... I miss my old lab group!!!!!
I know I will make the best of any situation and any group.. this is MY grade we're talking about. We'll see how next week goes.
For instance, don't pick acid/base reactions and assume simply HCl and NaOH will have a heat transfer... lol whatever. I wanted to do redox reactions... but what do I know? I'm not in the honors college like all three of them....
I'm sure it's just me, and my perception. Blehh..
I have a much better feeling about my Bio lab partner, she seems sweet :)
Anyway, enough ranting. Principle of the post: actually pretend to give a shit, especially when you have a lab group. If one person doesn't give a damn, then how can I rely on their data? How do I know that they are maintaining accuracy and precision?
Sunday, December 30, 2012
SPRING TEXTBOOKS!
Here it is! I ordered all of my political science textbooks via Alibris.com again... well okay except for one, only because there isn't much of a price difference between online and the bookstore.
In addition, my financial aid allows what some schools call a "Bookstore Advanced Purchase program" (I'm sure names will vary) where basically if you are expecting to get a refund of financial aid funds, the school allows you to buy books ONLY FROM THEIR CAMPUS BOOKSTORE with your student ID number, and the amount is automatically deducted from whatever amount is left-over after tuition is paid.... well I have that and frankly just blew the last of my paycheck on these books because they're cheaper in the long run... and so I'll have them in time for classes next week.
I see where the saying, "You must have money to make money" comes from now....
I stuck with Alibris.com because they send me coupons literally every week (annoying, yes.. but at least I know that there will be one available whenever I need to buy again!)
If you notice my little note, let me make this comparison:
This whole process, of shopping around for the best price no matter where the item may reside (that's the wonders of the internet! And also what the postal service and UPS and FedEx are for, right?) resonates well with our current health-insurance crisis. In simplest terms, it's like letting our healthcare system function without the internet (not allowing consumers to buy insurance across state lines, even if it is with the same company). Sucks, right? Could you imagine if your college's bookstore put up a (excuse my dirty American mouth) serious wifi cockblock because they don't want to facilitate you taking your business elsewhere, and would rather you pay higher prices for the same good ("textbook" in this case)? Yea, there's your real-life economics lesson for the day!
In addition, my financial aid allows what some schools call a "Bookstore Advanced Purchase program" (I'm sure names will vary) where basically if you are expecting to get a refund of financial aid funds, the school allows you to buy books ONLY FROM THEIR CAMPUS BOOKSTORE with your student ID number, and the amount is automatically deducted from whatever amount is left-over after tuition is paid.... well I have that and frankly just blew the last of my paycheck on these books because they're cheaper in the long run... and so I'll have them in time for classes next week.
I see where the saying, "You must have money to make money" comes from now....
(ONLINE) 4 textbooks (+ shipping), ($3 off coupon code): $46.03
(CAMPUS BOOKSTORE) 4 textbooks (no shipping), (no coupon code): $175.15
73.7% SAVINGS
If you notice my little note, let me make this comparison:
This whole process, of shopping around for the best price no matter where the item may reside (that's the wonders of the internet! And also what the postal service and UPS and FedEx are for, right?) resonates well with our current health-insurance crisis. In simplest terms, it's like letting our healthcare system function without the internet (not allowing consumers to buy insurance across state lines, even if it is with the same company). Sucks, right? Could you imagine if your college's bookstore put up a (excuse my dirty American mouth) serious wifi cockblock because they don't want to facilitate you taking your business elsewhere, and would rather you pay higher prices for the same good ("textbook" in this case)? Yea, there's your real-life economics lesson for the day!
Friday, December 28, 2012
Wednesday, December 26, 2012
I'm Alive!
And so are you!
Congratulations, we survived the 2012 Mayan apocalypse. Also, I survived the fall semester. Which is why I'm taking the time to be EXTRA lazy. Grades are in, all of my financial aid stuff is ready, and yes I have to buy books and do other un-fun stuff like buy more printer ink... but for now, I relax.
I know how hectic life will become in another two weeks (start of the spring semester, 6 classes Monday thru Friday + work) so I'll take what I can get... not to mention that Christmas is finally OVER! I work in a mall, and over the past month we have had "Holiday Hours" which went as early as 8am to as late as 11pm.
And now my favorite holiday of all is upon us: New Years Eve!
This is the time of year when I like to reflect on all of my accomplishments, as well as make new goals for the upcoming year. Because really, if you don't set goals then you are going to wander. Luckily this past year I've spent a lot of time reflecting on where I want my life to be in another three years... I have my answer and goals, do you?
Remember, efficiency is good. It decreases frustration and that feeling you get when you're sick of worrying/bothering with a specific something.
Anyway, I'll be textbook shopping soon so I will show you all of my awesome savings when the time comes.
For now, back to lazy ^.^
Congratulations, we survived the 2012 Mayan apocalypse. Also, I survived the fall semester. Which is why I'm taking the time to be EXTRA lazy. Grades are in, all of my financial aid stuff is ready, and yes I have to buy books and do other un-fun stuff like buy more printer ink... but for now, I relax.
I know how hectic life will become in another two weeks (start of the spring semester, 6 classes Monday thru Friday + work) so I'll take what I can get... not to mention that Christmas is finally OVER! I work in a mall, and over the past month we have had "Holiday Hours" which went as early as 8am to as late as 11pm.
And now my favorite holiday of all is upon us: New Years Eve!
This is the time of year when I like to reflect on all of my accomplishments, as well as make new goals for the upcoming year. Because really, if you don't set goals then you are going to wander. Luckily this past year I've spent a lot of time reflecting on where I want my life to be in another three years... I have my answer and goals, do you?
Remember, efficiency is good. It decreases frustration and that feeling you get when you're sick of worrying/bothering with a specific something.
Anyway, I'll be textbook shopping soon so I will show you all of my awesome savings when the time comes.
For now, back to lazy ^.^
Sunday, December 9, 2012
FINAL EXAMS ADVICE!
Very important..
The big day comes, it's time to take your final exam and determine the fate of that letter grade which shall remain on your transcript and affect your GPA.
But before you get to your testing room early and sharpen all of your no.#2 pencils, USE THE RESTROOM FIRST!!!!!!!! Even if you don't have to!
For instance, I arrived at the testing site for my math final (Venti iced coffee from Starshmuck's in-hand) at EXACTLY 5:30pm (the scheduled time). I take a seat near the top of the auditorium and notice tests being handed out. Now, I thought to myself, "gee I know what coffee does, maybe I should use the bathroom before starting... noooo it shouldn't take that long, besides I don't really have to pee." Yea well next thing I know it's 7pm and I'm one sneeze away from pissing myself! I had about ten questions left to answer so let's hope that my bladder didn't cause too much damage to my score while rushing.
Ok, that's it for now =)
Tomorrow is my chem final, which is cumulative. Gotta get these formula sheets finished, then finish a paper for my writing intensive class ("Schools and Society" I highly recommend.. we've all gone through the education system and you'd be surprised and flabbergasted at the details of it all).
To all my fellow students out there, good luck and conquer your finals!
The big day comes, it's time to take your final exam and determine the fate of that letter grade which shall remain on your transcript and affect your GPA.
But before you get to your testing room early and sharpen all of your no.#2 pencils, USE THE RESTROOM FIRST!!!!!!!! Even if you don't have to!
For instance, I arrived at the testing site for my math final (Venti iced coffee from Starshmuck's in-hand) at EXACTLY 5:30pm (the scheduled time). I take a seat near the top of the auditorium and notice tests being handed out. Now, I thought to myself, "gee I know what coffee does, maybe I should use the bathroom before starting... noooo it shouldn't take that long, besides I don't really have to pee." Yea well next thing I know it's 7pm and I'm one sneeze away from pissing myself! I had about ten questions left to answer so let's hope that my bladder didn't cause too much damage to my score while rushing.
Ok, that's it for now =)
Tomorrow is my chem final, which is cumulative. Gotta get these formula sheets finished, then finish a paper for my writing intensive class ("Schools and Society" I highly recommend.. we've all gone through the education system and you'd be surprised and flabbergasted at the details of it all).
To all my fellow students out there, good luck and conquer your finals!
Friday, December 7, 2012
One down, three to go..
Ok now that I have a little bit of time, I'd really like to finish my thoughts from my last post because, like I said, it was almost an "a-ha!" kind of moment...
You have to be confident in your abilities. You have to finally cross the line from using words/phrases like "perhaps," "maybe," "I think.." to "I know," "It is certain that," and "definitely" because these introduce doubt to your audience (whether it's an auditorium full of people or yourself). I can definitely say ( <-- see? More certainty..) that I may be ( <--still working on it, haha) discovering this later than others because I grew up with 3 older siblings who just loved to tease me and play jokes and call me stupid, etc.
So I'm explaining the difference of impacts between being given instructions/standard solutions versus being assigned a bin of glassware and given raw chemicals. My main point was that the labs allow students to be as precise and accurate as they want to be, and those who really do have an interest to pursue more lab work have opportunity surrounding them! There are x million dollar research experiments going on all over the place! All you have to do is talk to people, be diligent, and apply (you have to choose which faculty and which of their research projects you want to work with; they don't post positions like a job website).
Me, personally, I'm using the tactic of sticking with the same Gen Chem professor because he is currently doing research in nanomedicine. Also, I'm always nice and say hi to my lab TA because he is part of a research group intensively studying proteins. Making your presence known, becoming a familiar face, and showing interest in further study never hurts.
Okay now that one test is done I have three more finals to go plus two papers are due. Getting back to work!
As my math professor likes to say, "happy studying!"
>.<
You have to be confident in your abilities. You have to finally cross the line from using words/phrases like "perhaps," "maybe," "I think.." to "I know," "It is certain that," and "definitely" because these introduce doubt to your audience (whether it's an auditorium full of people or yourself). I can definitely say ( <-- see? More certainty..) that I may be ( <--still working on it, haha) discovering this later than others because I grew up with 3 older siblings who just loved to tease me and play jokes and call me stupid, etc.
So I'm explaining the difference of impacts between being given instructions/standard solutions versus being assigned a bin of glassware and given raw chemicals. My main point was that the labs allow students to be as precise and accurate as they want to be, and those who really do have an interest to pursue more lab work have opportunity surrounding them! There are x million dollar research experiments going on all over the place! All you have to do is talk to people, be diligent, and apply (you have to choose which faculty and which of their research projects you want to work with; they don't post positions like a job website).
Me, personally, I'm using the tactic of sticking with the same Gen Chem professor because he is currently doing research in nanomedicine. Also, I'm always nice and say hi to my lab TA because he is part of a research group intensively studying proteins. Making your presence known, becoming a familiar face, and showing interest in further study never hurts.
Okay now that one test is done I have three more finals to go plus two papers are due. Getting back to work!
As my math professor likes to say, "happy studying!"
>.<
Thursday, December 6, 2012
I only have a few minutes... it's finals season you know!
Ok, so I just wanted to update you all real quick since I've devoted from now until 10pm my quick brain-drain/food time... class didn't get out until 8 since we were reviewing for the final.
Anyway, not the purpose of this post!
I volunteered to do an interview for the Chemistry Department regarding the labs... I guess they've changed a few tactics and like to get feedback (hey, I appreciate that!). So basically the gist of this interview ended up taking 30 minutes. While I was trying to explain some significant differences between the labs I had at HCC and the one encountered this semester (and many more to come) at USF, I had a pretty kickass realization... okay maybe not realization but a way to express a way I felt that I had a hard time explaining.
Because I only have eight minutes to spit this out (geezus are finals OVER YET?!) basically the biggest difference between the two labs were instructions being provided along with materials that are EXACTLY what you need (meaning, solutions are already mixed in the proportions you need)... HCC's lab book was all instructions. USF's lab "manual" is a book of blank grid paper and carbon sheets. At USF, instructions aren't given to you... they don't tell you how to perform your experiment or reach your objective; if you need help, your TA and lab group are there to collaborate with, definitely! But basically a Project write-up goes something like, "Dr. X here at USF is doing blah blah research to determine blah blah blah. The significance of blah results in blah because of blah. What you're doing: take x and figure out y. Have fun."
Ok, keep it moving.. 4 minutes.... I ended up explaining how I absolutely loved my chem lab this semester at USF strictly because there were no instructions... I kept saying, "don't get me wrong it really sucked at first!" and he asked me when that change of thought was made since they are pretty polarized statements. I responded with, "because students are able to be as precise and accurate as they want to be." Later asked something like, "what can the lab do to engage students more to reach their goals?" ... I had to think for a sec and I basically explained that the lab can't make students reach their goals, they have to WANT to get there. If they don't have the drive to do the work and research to maintain the integrity of their experiment, then they're probably taking the class because they thought it would be fun or have no serious interests in future lab work.
Crap, one minute!
Ok if grammar or something didn't make sense, sorry. I have my chem lecture final (comprehensive) tomorrow at 2pm and I JUST got home from class already.. got lots to do..
Eek, time's up!!!
See you on the other side <3
Anyway, not the purpose of this post!
I volunteered to do an interview for the Chemistry Department regarding the labs... I guess they've changed a few tactics and like to get feedback (hey, I appreciate that!). So basically the gist of this interview ended up taking 30 minutes. While I was trying to explain some significant differences between the labs I had at HCC and the one encountered this semester (and many more to come) at USF, I had a pretty kickass realization... okay maybe not realization but a way to express a way I felt that I had a hard time explaining.
Because I only have eight minutes to spit this out (geezus are finals OVER YET?!) basically the biggest difference between the two labs were instructions being provided along with materials that are EXACTLY what you need (meaning, solutions are already mixed in the proportions you need)... HCC's lab book was all instructions. USF's lab "manual" is a book of blank grid paper and carbon sheets. At USF, instructions aren't given to you... they don't tell you how to perform your experiment or reach your objective; if you need help, your TA and lab group are there to collaborate with, definitely! But basically a Project write-up goes something like, "Dr. X here at USF is doing blah blah research to determine blah blah blah. The significance of blah results in blah because of blah. What you're doing: take x and figure out y. Have fun."
Ok, keep it moving.. 4 minutes.... I ended up explaining how I absolutely loved my chem lab this semester at USF strictly because there were no instructions... I kept saying, "don't get me wrong it really sucked at first!" and he asked me when that change of thought was made since they are pretty polarized statements. I responded with, "because students are able to be as precise and accurate as they want to be." Later asked something like, "what can the lab do to engage students more to reach their goals?" ... I had to think for a sec and I basically explained that the lab can't make students reach their goals, they have to WANT to get there. If they don't have the drive to do the work and research to maintain the integrity of their experiment, then they're probably taking the class because they thought it would be fun or have no serious interests in future lab work.
Crap, one minute!
Ok if grammar or something didn't make sense, sorry. I have my chem lecture final (comprehensive) tomorrow at 2pm and I JUST got home from class already.. got lots to do..
Eek, time's up!!!
See you on the other side <3
Sunday, November 25, 2012
So I was just thinking...
I think I thought of the best advice for those looking to enter college...
Have a clear idea of where you want to go, or rather, know what you want to get out of your education.
If you're like me and had a good idea about what you wanted, but then figured out maybe that area of expertise isn't right for you, so you change your major... then you do this other coursework for a bit and realize you don't really dig that much either.
So before you know it, you will have used a substantial amount of financial aid (or your own resources) and credit hours towards more uncertainty. Well, okay maybe not complete uncertainty... because at least you know some things you definitely don't want to do... however, is it really necessary to blow large amounts of financial resources to kinda narrow down what you want to get out of your education?
Nearly ALL students change their major at least once while attending college. But don't let uncertainty get the best of you, because before you know it four years will fly by and you'll wonder why you don't have your degree yet.
For instance, I am intentionally double-majoring so I can justify all my extra credits and time in school. I'm on my fourth year of college altogether (3yrs in community college, and my first at a university), and am only halfway complete because I changed my major three times. =\
Although my financial aid will run out in two years, at least I won't be charged time-and-a-half because of the Excess Hours statute in Florida!
Anyway, I just thought of this real quick and wanted to share it with you. Don't let uncertainty determine if you want to attend college (or drop out of college) because you can't seem to find something that can suit your interest as a career in the long-term. It just helps to streamline your time smashing your face into books and writing x-hundred essays for 4+ years.
Have a clear idea of where you want to go, or rather, know what you want to get out of your education.
If you're like me and had a good idea about what you wanted, but then figured out maybe that area of expertise isn't right for you, so you change your major... then you do this other coursework for a bit and realize you don't really dig that much either.
So before you know it, you will have used a substantial amount of financial aid (or your own resources) and credit hours towards more uncertainty. Well, okay maybe not complete uncertainty... because at least you know some things you definitely don't want to do... however, is it really necessary to blow large amounts of financial resources to kinda narrow down what you want to get out of your education?
Nearly ALL students change their major at least once while attending college. But don't let uncertainty get the best of you, because before you know it four years will fly by and you'll wonder why you don't have your degree yet.
For instance, I am intentionally double-majoring so I can justify all my extra credits and time in school. I'm on my fourth year of college altogether (3yrs in community college, and my first at a university), and am only halfway complete because I changed my major three times. =\
Although my financial aid will run out in two years, at least I won't be charged time-and-a-half because of the Excess Hours statute in Florida!
Anyway, I just thought of this real quick and wanted to share it with you. Don't let uncertainty determine if you want to attend college (or drop out of college) because you can't seem to find something that can suit your interest as a career in the long-term. It just helps to streamline your time smashing your face into books and writing x-hundred essays for 4+ years.
Monday, November 12, 2012
Happy Birthday to meeee!
Yesterday was my 24th birthday! I was able to escape reality and have a ridiculous amount of fun luckily :) But now the day is over and I have two papers to write. I'm thankful though, because I really think that blowing off all that steam through birthday shenanigans will help me finish this semester strong.
*Yea I definitely lost it LOL I forgot today was Monday. Official birthday was Saturday.*
Friday, November 9, 2012
Forever and a half...
Sorry dudes, slacking over here.
Not much new stuff to report! Spring registration begins in a few weeks, and it looks like I won't get lucky enough to go to school for two days each week. Serious bummer.
One thing that sucks about taking higher level courses is the less availability of sections.. all the general classes have plentiful scheduling opportunities. Yet one polisci course is going to ruin it since there is only 1 section open (in the phys ed bldg, how weird is that?).
Otherwise, all is good. Except the general election but I'm sure you're tired of hearing about that. I had the opportunity to work the polls (insert stripper joke here) for both the primary election and the general election. I seriously recommend this to anyone! Voting is the foundation of our democratic republic, and to be able to take part in making it happen is a great feeling (and you get paid, too!). Plus I'm being promoted to either clerk or assistant clerk (clerk is the "head honcho" of each precinct) for the next election! Super stoked =)
Not much new stuff to report! Spring registration begins in a few weeks, and it looks like I won't get lucky enough to go to school for two days each week. Serious bummer.
One thing that sucks about taking higher level courses is the less availability of sections.. all the general classes have plentiful scheduling opportunities. Yet one polisci course is going to ruin it since there is only 1 section open (in the phys ed bldg, how weird is that?).
Otherwise, all is good. Except the general election but I'm sure you're tired of hearing about that. I had the opportunity to work the polls (insert stripper joke here) for both the primary election and the general election. I seriously recommend this to anyone! Voting is the foundation of our democratic republic, and to be able to take part in making it happen is a great feeling (and you get paid, too!). Plus I'm being promoted to either clerk or assistant clerk (clerk is the "head honcho" of each precinct) for the next election! Super stoked =)
Sunday, October 7, 2012
Hooray October!
Only two more months until the apocalypse!
Anyway..
So I'm still working on a "system" that works. Meaning, I'm still not in a good groove when talking about school + work.. it doesn't quite = success, but I'm still working on it.
I'm getting better though =)
Well, actually I can't even say that much because I literally got on my computer to start math homework, plus a quiz that's due at midnight... and here I am on Blogspot.
Oh, meeee... :finger wag:
Other than the obvious, school is doing alright besides my struggle for better managing my time. I did make it past the 2nd floor in the library today (go me?). Found a legit quiet study area so I'm sure I'll be frequenting it more often. It's like a real library (duh, because it IS a library) but the first two floors are literally like social hour, all the time. First floor has the circulation desk, computer lab, printers, group study area, Starbucks, more group study area, etc. Then USF just re-did the 2nd floor so that has (you guessed it) more computers and more group study areas (no 2nd Starbuck's though.. man that would be amazing). So I think everything above the 2nd floor is extra library-esque.
Ok I seriously have to do math now..
Serious.
For serious seriousness.
I'm going.
I swear..
Ahhhhhh!!
See?!
Geezus I hate math.
Ok I'm really going this time. Right now.. ready....GO!
Anyway..
So I'm still working on a "system" that works. Meaning, I'm still not in a good groove when talking about school + work.. it doesn't quite = success, but I'm still working on it.
I'm getting better though =)
Well, actually I can't even say that much because I literally got on my computer to start math homework, plus a quiz that's due at midnight... and here I am on Blogspot.
Oh, meeee... :finger wag:
Other than the obvious, school is doing alright besides my struggle for better managing my time. I did make it past the 2nd floor in the library today (go me?). Found a legit quiet study area so I'm sure I'll be frequenting it more often. It's like a real library (duh, because it IS a library) but the first two floors are literally like social hour, all the time. First floor has the circulation desk, computer lab, printers, group study area, Starbucks, more group study area, etc. Then USF just re-did the 2nd floor so that has (you guessed it) more computers and more group study areas (no 2nd Starbuck's though.. man that would be amazing). So I think everything above the 2nd floor is extra library-esque.
Ok I seriously have to do math now..
Serious.
For serious seriousness.
I'm going.
I swear..
Ahhhhhh!!
See?!
Geezus I hate math.
Ok I'm really going this time. Right now.. ready....GO!
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